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Aug. 29th, 2008

A late night drunken confession has never made me so happy before. Even if it goes no where, this has been the most confusing, frustrating, exhausting and delightful two weeks in a long time. All I know is that I think I'm crazy...and I'm screwed. =D and that makes me happy! Sound, Smell and Sight have been completely polluted.

Come to my work this weekend everyone! Grab a beer and enjoy the summer and football crowds! I'll be there nearly all weekend. *sigh* Try the Crazy Ivan, tis my favorite at the moment!
Green means: green apple, Go and Diesel fuel.

I got Jury Duty! WAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!

I want Spores! I want a computer that will play games dammit!!!


the end draws nigh...

I finished my first final today. Now all I have left is a paper and one more final. *sigh*
I also picked up my graduation gown and cap today. It only instilled further in my mind that I'm leaving. I cried on the way back from my last class and work day on Friday. I have a feelign this is going to be a regular routine over the next week. Instead of excitement I feel a deep sadness, I feel as if I've lost someone close to me and now there is a huge gaping hole...and it keeps getting bigger everyday as graduation approaches. Why can't I feel happy about graduation? I wish I could get all excited, but all I can think about is dulling the pain. Things that I haven't done yet, and wishing that I had just a week with no work and no one but my friends to hang out with. Arg.

But on the other hand...Damn I'm so glad I'm done with that experimental film and video class, which sucked oh so much!! =)

New ambitions...

In a year from now I will be submitting an application, if not before. =)

Watch Smoke Signals.

X3 was okay...Wolverine is hot. =)

9am-9pm film shoot Friday and Saturday, 17 hours on Sunday: 9am-2am...oh yeah baby! *sleeps*

3 weeks left.

3 papers left.

2 finals left.
You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life?s pleasures as much as you can.

?Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!?

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Strong Egoism


Justice (Fairness)










Divine Command




What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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It's called Donnie Darko...tribute to the 80's and Frank then writing a paper with a mild buzz on.

I'm over this place...so why do I come back? Is it obligation? Weening? Naw...I'm just to lazy to hand write in my real paper journal. Wooooooot!

Guess what else I'm over? Writing theory papers on film. Oh yeah...took me this long but I'm finally over it. So very over it. Anyone want to write a paper on D.W. Griffith's new techniques in film making in relation to his 1913 film Death's Marathon???? Yeah...I don't either.

And now I leave you with:

Person 1: koohii o nomimashoo ka?

Person 2: iie, koohii wa atsui. Daikirai desu.

Person 1: Soo desu ka

Person 2: Watashi wa eiga ga suki desu

Person 1: Aa, Sentinaru wa suki desu ka?

Person 2: iie, daikirai desu. omoshiroku arimasen deshita.

Does root know what I said? It is the ultimate test.
All day I've had this sickening feeling that Molly was dead. It's strange when you get this little voice in your head telling you something and you know deep down that its not just imagination. I got 3 voicemails on my phone and I have been too afraid to listen to them until I got home from the concert because I knew what it was going to say. I just listened to them and it was true. Molly will be put down this weekend. I'm going to have to go say good-bye to her tomorrow.

Apr. 14th, 2006


I could not have described the LAX airport better myself. I think I said sometime very similar one June afternoon not quite a year ago. I sure wouldn't want to be a non-english speaker in that airport, they'd fry you up and server you for dinner.

Apr. 14th, 2006

I've outgrown you livejournal. You can no longer help me. My feelings have become too dark and complicated for your open pages. No, no...please...don't cry. We can still be friends. Visits will be less frequent. I might drop in for a word or two, but really...I've found better comfort elsewhere...


Spring today!!! I drove home after 7:00 with the windows all rolled down and the sea breeze blowing in to refresh my stale car air. So nice. Maybe I will lie in the sun tomorrow. Either way, I'm definately wearing a skirt if the weather stays the same.

I'll be in LC for the weekend to worship promiscuous bunny sex. They lay eggs this time of year, you know.


I'm tired of being...-----.

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